I fucking hate my body and feel no one still ever 'want' ' me again.

[Mumtoahostofdingbats]

My youngest is 3. I have three beautiful children. And yet I sometimes wish I was dead . I look in the mirror and feel sick at what I see. I'm trapped in a marriage I'm not happy in but feel no one will ever want me again physically after three kids. Saggy boobs, doughy stomach, stretch marks. I feel revolted by my reflection. I just feel I'm trapped by my body. It leaves me with no choices . Who would want me now. I feel so fucking sad. I see other women with great figures after kids and women who get remarried or have new partners after kids but I just don't think anyone would want me. My own husband won't even sleep with me.

So sorry you are feeling this way! Not sure what to suggest but will come back to you when I have had time to think - didn't want to leave you unanswered

How are you feeling today? Clearly a lot going on for you.

I have a DS who is 3 as well, and my body is nothing like what it was pre-pregnancy. I work with a load of women who are much younger and in better shape. It's hard not to compare, but I found just taking small steps made me feel more like my old self, whilst having to accept that having kids has changed my life, and my body forever. Simple things like a good haircut or good fitting bra will help, but it sounds like your unhappiness runs much deeper? Have you spoken to your DH about how you are feeling?