Can’t move on how partner treated me post partum. To cut a long story short I’m 5 months pp and my partner although was great the first week basically did nothing in the babies 5 months. Baby is ebf and dad sleeps in all weekend, plays sport two nights a week , all day Saturday and manages to watch new tv series when everyday I’m stuck usually having not showered. I’m away from friends and family and feel really lonely. I was at the doctor today who said I’m basically a single parent with no support she says I was to talk to partner. I have now done this and he admits he was in the wrong and he will be different going forwards. However I can’t seem to forgive him and just bring up things he had done… not making me breakfast when up all night but making himself some, watching a box set when baby was born and offering no help, working late and going to drinks leaving me in the beginning some days without food as completely trapped by baby when we moved house not long after baby work was being done downstairs he left me in a bedroom for a week with the baby without a chair so my back was sore and even tho I pleaded for him not to to he went to his sport on the Saturday and I had no food or water. Although he has apologized I just can’t stop bringing up what he did. Does anyone have any advice on how I put it in the past?