I started taking Cerazette on 20/06/09.
By 21/06/09 my LO started to become fussy and screaming for no apparent reason while nursing and incessant crying for no reason when all needs had been met.
By 22/06/09 I started to have extreme axiety and feelings of panic (I suffer with anxiety and panic attacks anyway, but these were intensified after a long stretch of relative calmness)
25/06/09 I refused to take my pill.
I feel almost like I wish I could just go sleep adn never wake up. I feel the most immense sadness and like everything is just hopeless.
I feel like my children were a mistake because I'd bore them into a world full of global warming, swine flu and recession and like they have a really bleak future.
I even feel unable to cope with June's unusually hot weather - it's absolutely rediculous..
I have physically lashed out at my partner twice within those 5 days and became unreasonably angry around 6 or so times - at one point I told my partner to 'take the screaming little c*nt away' - I just feel like an absolute SHAMBLES of a mother and a person.
I feel like it has destroyed me in a matter of days..
Since DS2 was born I have been on cloud 9 and with the patience of a saint and it was all snatched away in the blink of an eye.. It has just been so SEVERE..
Has anybody else noticed behavioural changes in their LO's that they are breastfeeding whilst on Cerazette?
My LO is only 11.5 weeks old and has been a contented, happy baby and fabulous feeder - untilt he day after I started taking this oral contraceptive - now he is awkward and fussy and screams for no reason in the middle of a feed - and thats when I'm lucky enough to get him to latch on without a fuss.
Hoping to get back to normal relatively quickly due to the short amount of time I have been taking this contraceptive.
An absolute NIGHTMARE..
I didn't fare much better on Implanon prior to DS2 - I guess hormonal contraceptives are NOT for me at all - I think I'll be trying the hormone free coil or perhaps planning baby number 3 and then getting sterilised..
I feel if I continue taking it, it will be of HUGE detriment to my relationship and I just don't trust myself to be able to cope with my 6 1/2 year old and my baby..
Shocking stuff, absolutely shocking.