My son is 5 wks old and I am finding it very difficult to feel to cope I feel very anxious alone t like to be alone with my baby
So much so that the last three days I've stayed at my moms and my husband has stayed caring for our baby at home
I have sought professional help I'm taking antidepressants an me sleeping tablets and seeing the local mental health team to support me with postnatal depression
I'm able to interact with my son when other people around however I feel paralysed when I'm on my own with him
I had a very traumatic labour and have suffered from severe anxiety in the past and I think maybe I blame him for the way I feel
I had a very unstable childhood with another public father and I believe that this
affects the way that I think I'm going to bring up My baby
Please no negative comment i need reassure end support xx