Awareness class with medium/healer

[lorrycat]

This is my first time posting on this board. I've suffered a lot from depression and was introduced to Angel Cards, which i have found are an amazing help and guide in my life.

Recently a 'Centre of Angels' has opened nearby my home and i felt drawn to visit. Once there, the lady who worked there told me about Integrated Energy Therapy (IET) which is supposed to be great for healing - particularly for things like depression.

So i gave it a go. I've had 3 sessions now and have found them very very helpful. The first was quite draining, but now i'm really feeling the benefit. I also believe i hear my angels during my last session and this has given me a wonderful peaceful and comforting feeling.

The practitioner has told me that i am a 'lightworker' and should look into devloping my interest further, as she believes I am meant to help people. So i went last night to an 'awareness class' there, where we mediated, channelled energy and attempted to view other's aura's.

It was amazing really. I was able to tell 2 ladies which areas of their bodies are of weakness to them.! I'm not sure i was so good at seeing auras, but i won't give up there. Also, the teacher was able to tell me that the reason i've been getting headaches is because my grandfather is with me and is seeking forgivness.

Now this nearly knocked me off my seat - i was dumbfounded! This teacher has never met me and all i told him was that i'd a sore head. My grandfather passed away a year ago but was a cause of much destruction and pain in my life and many others. The teacher has told me that he is so so sorry for the things that he did whilst he was here, but only after he passed and was cleansed, did he realise the hurt he caused and the lives he destroyed. I asked if i would benefit from a medium session and the teacher said 'yes, but not now. I will tell you when its time.'

I'm not sure if i am ready to forgive yet. I know that the release will bring me my own peace, but my grandfather was an abuser and my family will always live with the effects of his abuse. However i am relived, for my own peace of mind, that i've found a route where i can find peace in my life at last.

wow! That is amazing. I have no experience of this myself but if it is giving you peace and sanctuary then you should defo persue it.
I went ot a medium shortly after my Nan died (years ago) and she told me the message from my Nan was to "get on my bike and ride." This was absolutely bizarre as I had not owned a bbike for years but was actively seeking one out through the local papers to take up cycling again! You will find the right time to do your forgiving (if you find it within yourself to) but this route is obviously very healing and therapeutic for you. So absolutely YES to continuing.

Best of luck to you lorrycat, follow your heart and listen to your intuition.

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I am so sorry to hear of your depression, it is a crippling thing to try and cope with.

Have you tried conventional therapeutic channels?

Mediums are fraudulent - sometimes knowingly - and in your vulnerable state I would think twice before embarking on any kind of dubious training (especially if money is involved).

Try to find true support through your GP, friends and family (I don't know your personal circumstances obviously but hope you have one or two close people in your life).

Just because you are told something is helping you doesn't mean it actually is.

Hi lorrycat. I go to lots of spiritual workshops and find them so relaxing and uplifting. I have met so many lovely people and I've done nothing but benefit from them. I was always a fairly optimistic person, glass half full type, but I am so much more so now in the face of some pretty testing times.

The only time I thought "no, that's not going to happen" was when someone suggested that I might like to stop my anti-depressants. I've been on them 15 years, they keep me really well and there is no way I'm rocking that boat!

I think what you will learn is that you have to trust your own intuition. You will know when something feels right and when something doesn't. And just because someone has been doing this sort of thing for years, or seems to be a particularly gifted medium - if it doesn't feel right to you, then it isn't.

I'd second Crocoduck.

There isn't a shred of evidence for stuff like this.

How much are these people charging you?

Hi Lorrycat,

I agree with other posts warning of potential scammers. There is no doubt that many unscrupulous people are about and would have no problem drawing you into a money racket so just be careful. If you believe it's helping and can genuinely feel an improvement in your wellbeing, physically, emotionally or mentally then I would say keep going.

I too believe in Angels and I think it's a question of faith not proof. I believe our angels present themselves in many forms to guide us, help us and heal us and so I believe there are people with a special gift who can offer comfort and help to close metaphorical doors.

I wish you all the best and hope you continue to enjoy your new-found peace of mind.

Hi everyone

thank you for your messages. I went to the second class last night. They only charge £5 per class so i honestly don't think its a money scam.

There are about 12 people in the class who have been going a lot longer and gave feedback last night (as we were shutting down for christmas) and their feedback was really positive. Each of them mirrored what i felt, in that they felt really at home at the group and comforted knowing they are in the presence of like-minded people.

The medium gave me a message from a departed friend. She told me i had to build a bridge with her daughter (we havent' spoken in 7 months) and was to tell her that she sends her love and that something big (other than xmas) is happening and that she is with her.
Turns out, they are planning on baptising their daughter and i believe this is the big event this lady is talking about.

I've believed and trusted in angels now for some time, but i feel my faith and spirituality is growing and this class is supporting me in this. And its lovely to have found a route to this inner peace at long last.