I cannot go on like this with my Church

[tracey256]

My chuch keeps being up my past and making me vist it again and again its been 5 fives when i lost my kids into care and had them back two years and found god I am told to help people that have lost there kids or are lossing there kids i cannot do it i also got a very diffcult son with needs I feel I cannot keep going on like this Amanda do thid do that And i will its getting me down what shold i do i have talked to the elder and that has not work please help

Dear Tracy/Amanda

It sounds really difficult for you. Have you tried putting down how you feel in a letter to your elders? It sounds as if they are not hearing what you are saying to them, and it's important that they should listen. Taking time to explain it slowly and clearly in a letter, may help them to really understand the problem and to understand your gifts too. Just because you have had children in care in the past, does not mean that that is the area you are being gifted in now. Church should build you up not grind you down, and God will be wanting to support you in the difficult enough task of bringing up your son with needs. Hopefully you can explain that to your elders.

In the meantime, do pop across and join us on the MN prayer thread. We will be happy to pray with you and offer you some extra fellowship at this time.

PS Christian prayer thread here

Is there another branch that you can go to? Is there another member that you can talk to to speak up on your behalf? Some people just don't hear.

Thank you so much that has really help