I think about this every day and try and find answers but never really find what I am looking for. If I truly knew that there was life after death and that my loved ones (especially my mum who was my best friend) were happy and not in any pain then I think I would find peace in my own life. I believe that this is not it for us, that how we act in this life is how we will be treated in the next and that we will meet our loved ones. Without sounding dramatic I would be quite happy not to live to old age and meet my family again. As long as my two children (16 and 24) were settled and happy then I am not frightened of death in fact sometimes i quite welcome it.