Are you a Christian KH? I am, but equally - like you have held some skeptisism. However, the more I have watched and tuned into what is going on, the more I am assured that this really is a move of Gods power and Holy Spirit.
There are some things I dont care for.... but I CANNOT allow such trivial things from stopping me beleiving that God is on the move, that revival is happening and people are being healed.
We live in such a godless society, imo, where people hold no faith. And that is up to each individual. But when you have had experiences with God, and have been in His presence... and man alive!!! you KNOW when you are in His prescence - then it is hard to deny that He exists and is a God of love.
But please! I cannot explain tragedies such as China, or Burma, or the evil in mens hearts to murder, or abuse.... it pains me dreadfully, I swear, my faith has been tested many a time becasue of this. I cant stand the hurt people go through and have to suffer. I cant stand to see friends die of cancer so young and leave babies behind... and yes I do question WHY!!!
I have no answers. But I do believe in a good God. I believe the answers may come when we read His word - the Bible, and follow Christs teachings. Read the scripture and see Gods heart. Then pray and meditate and listnen for Gods voice. God moves through our circumstances, and brings things together for the good - even when we have done the most terrible things.
Im not sure Im explaining myself very well, but Im up for the revival, and if Im fooling myself and whipping myself upto in mindless hysteria.... well you know what. So be it. Id rather be in mindless hysteria searching for God and being in His presence, than on a street corner knocking cider back, or watching Eastenders night after night after night....
iyswim