I think that really want to believe. I want to have faith. I want it so badly but I struggle to really accept the bible and its teachings. I have grown up in a religious country and a somewhat religious family, but as a scientist and seeing the hypocrisy of many christians from my hometown (in N Ireland), I struggle with the whole God/Jesus/Bible concept.
I'm not sure what I'm asking...I just wanted to see if anyone could help me?