I had a childhood notion of God on a cloud, punative, and punishing. That changed when I entered a program 20 years ago - 12 step program. The way I see God had been forever changing as I have spiritually grown and changed.
I only use the name God in settings or/and with people it would be disrespectful, not too.
My spiritual life is based on Omnism. Believing that all comes from the one and that there are truth and truthes in everything.
I listen to alot of different speakers from the perennial, mystical tradition of the Franscans (Fr Richard Rohr/Thomas Merton and so on), which was the original Christian faith before The Romans and then Henry Viii came along and made it into man made rather than spiritual inner life way of living.
Then I also listen to Buddhism/Non duality and various too.
God using that name is not a noun. God is a verb, an action an energy.
My names for the spirit of the universe vary. A few are listed below.
I see God as and use
1/ Energy unseen
2/ Universe
3/ Higher Power
4/ Bleep bleep bleep - swear words when I'm in a mood with the energy of God as I don't understand
5/ Either
6/ Umbilical cord of the universe
God is not he or she. God name is genderless and was always meant to be that way until man messed it up.