wierd dream last night, one that just stays with you

[pirratePiggy]

I dreamt that my ex dh, had moved into the house next door.

( rela life-He has been gone 4 three yrs almost and is marrying in again next year. I am still in iove with him, and he treats dd and me like crap)

Back to the dream. So he's moved in, and the dream is so real, I ended up going round there, and having huge rows with his gf. I was feeling so hurt that he would do this, move next door, and rub my nose in it.

Plus, this gets more silly! He had his wedding in the garden, and i had to make sure i was out. Inthe dream there was even detail about how they could see me in my garden formtheres. It was a feeling of me not being able to have my space, my privacy. I ended up in a huge row with the gf overhow they treat dd, I ended up telling her that he would eventually show he true colours to her. I mean it was quite cathartic really. Just very real. I even smashed someof there stuff, as they were trying to piss me off!!

She tried to give me a gift, which i took back to her, such a weird dream

I didn't really communicate with him much in it. Dreams are so odd, and this one will not go away!!!

I hate ones that linger, that seem so so real and you feel all weird for the rest of the day.

If he left 4 years ago, what have you been doing since then? Are you in another relationship, or have you just been hoping he'd come back to you? Don't want to pry, but it sounds like he is still dominating your emotioal life.

he's been gone 3 yrs now. Yes he does still dominate my emotional well being. He is still fairly close by, and I havent got over te shock of it I swear.

I have moved on, well forwards in many ways but the pain of what he did is still with me.

I have nevr met anyone else no. I think it's the betrayal, and stuff that is still thjere, what he swore he would never do to me, after Ihave been let down by my parents and stuff in my life.