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Any Witches Here? Part 14.

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speakout · 08/04/2021 12:18

Or Wiccans. or Pagans? Or anyone who is interested in a magical path or feels some magical stirrings.

A place for support, learning, swapping ideas and magical inspiration.

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VioletCharlotte · 21/06/2021 07:24

Solstice blessings sisters! I woke up at 4.30 and caught a glimpse of the sun rise. It's very grey now though, doesn't really feel like midsummer.

queenrollo · 21/06/2021 07:38

Well I didn't make it to the beach. I didn't even see a sunrise (though it is cloudy here anyway). I am just so fatigued at the moment that getting out of bed when my alarm goes off is a real struggle.
Usually I am not like this in the summer but I think without the energy from usual social outings I am struggling and have really slowed down!

Planning a little Solstice baking though and will observe the day quietly.

HillsBesideTheSea · 21/06/2021 08:31

Sorry you are struggling so much QueenRollo
VioletCharlotte we are blessed with bright even if it is still grey of sky.

Sunset seen from on top a hill. Sunrise observed from the comfort of bed. It was a bright red, orange and pink sunrise here this morning.

Garden magic and kitchen witchery yesterday. Some more and some other workings to be done today and tomorrow.

Wishing you all magical days.

AnotherCrazyBirdLady · 21/06/2021 09:04

A very grey morning here - no sunrise to speak of, but I am using today to mark my intention of staying strong for me and my family. At the moment, I'm just not able to mark the solstice in my usual way, but I am focussing on tiny acts of magic - purposeful words and actions, re-framing my mindset etc.
I sometimes feel this point in the year can be hard as we are halfway through the year and may not have achieved what we wanted to, and this can set us back, so I remain mindful that if something is meant for us, it will not pass us by.
Such crazy astrological weather this year - I'm hoping Thursday's Capricorn full moon will draw a line under that which we need to leave behind.

Solstice Blessings everyone, may many mini miracles lighten your days Flowers

Aerwyna · 21/06/2021 10:16

Solstice blessings sisters,
May you feel the warmth and light that is your divine being- ever connected and always growing with the turn of the wheel.
Sending bright energy in gratitude for all we share, you’re such a blessing to me 🌞

Any Witches Here? Part 14.
speakout · 21/06/2021 16:37

Midsummer magic to all my dear sisters.
I had so much planned for today, but very little of it has gone to plan!! No time for a slow indulgent solstice as I would have liked.
That's the way life works someties I guess!

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hilariousnamehere · 21/06/2021 18:41

Whizzing past on my broomstick to wish you all solstice magic - also having a day that isn't going to plan but I appreciate you all more than I can tell you ☀️

speakout · 22/06/2021 06:22

I hope everyone found some solstice energy to add fire to their day.

I read this today, some beautiful words about self compassion. I know some of you will have read it, but it brought tears to my eyes.
How we are taught that self love is a bad thing. It has taken me a very long time to come to understand how important it is. Sending Litha blessings to my amazing sisters.

I'M SORRY
I always said “I’m sorry”
for everything I did
I think that it began
When I was just a kid.
I’m sorry that I’m little
I’m sorry I get mad
I’m sorry if I’m not as smart
As my mom or dad.
I’m sorry that I’m shy
And that my chest is flat.
I’m sorry I’m not ready
To do the stuff like that.
I’m sorry about the baby
He’s colicky; he’ll cry
I’m sorry I can’t comfort him
No matter how I try.
I’m sorry for my house
It’s messy, we have boys...
I’m sorry for my car
It’s making a strange noise.
I’m sorry about my cooking
It isn’t always great.
I’m sorry that I’m tired
I’m sorry that I’m late.
Sorry about the garden
The yard is such a mess
I need to do some weeding
We need to fix the fence…
I’m sorry about my dog
He should be better trained
I’m sorry about my kitchen
I’m sorry about my brain.
I’m sorry about my hair
I’m sorry I’m a bore
I’m sorry sometimes I forget
What I had said before.
Sorry I was quiet
Sorry if I said too much
Sorry I was clumsy
Sorry I was rushed.
Sorry I spent money
Sorry I was cheap
Sorry I’m so sensitive
Sorry I’m too deep.
Sorry that I drank too much
Sorry that I quit
Sorry if you find that weird
Sorry for my shit.
I’ve been sorry for my flaws
Each and every one
And yet I have to tell you
Sorry isn’t fun.
I’m sick of saying sorry
Or swallowing my words
It’s time I just said “fuck that”
All these “sorries” are absurd.
I’m not sorry for my thoughts
My hips, my breasts, my brain
I’m not sorry for my feelings
I’m not sorry for my pain.
I’m not sorry for my cooking
It’s nourishing and good
I’m not sorry for my car
It takes me where it should.
I’m not sorry for my home
It’s filled with love and care
I’m not sorry for my body
My wrinkles or my hair.
I’m not sorry for my voice
I think it should be heard
I’m not sorry for the many times
I’m searching for a word.
I’m not sorry that I’m sober
It’s how I want to be
I’m not sorry if you wish I’d drink,
I’ll have a cup of tea.
I’m not sorry that I’m human
Warm and soft and kind
I’m not sorry I’m imperfect
In body and in mind.
I’m ready for that chapter
Of apologies to end
I’m ready for acceptance
Of everything I am.
And so I’ll just apologize
One last heartfelt time
To the person that I’ve been, and am
The person that is fine.
I’m sorry, little girl
That I criticized you so
I’m sorry, awkward teenager
I should have let you know
That you were truly lovely
Compassionate and smart
I’m sorry brand new mother
With your enormous heart.
I’m sorry middle-aged me
I love you, you’re a dear
I’m sorry that I’ve hurt you
But that is stopping here.
I’m finding self-compassion
The missing link, I think
I know it’s what I didn’t have
When I would choose to drink.
My light is shining brightly
My sisters are at hand
I’m ready to take care of me
In every way I can.
I’m rising through my sadness
I’m rising from my pain
I’m rising from my guilt
I’m rising from my shame.
I’m ready now to stand
I’m ready soon to soar
I’m ready, please come with me
I see an open door…
by Nancy P, a woman in recovery
2019

Any Witches Here? Part 14.
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AnotherCrazyBirdLady · 22/06/2021 08:46

Oh, @speakout, that is lovely and so pertinent - I woke up early, deriding myself over life choices I have made. Had to have a word with myself - I am what I am, and I am proud to have navigated the turbulent waters to the best of my abilities.

Right, off out for a stroll to pick up some staples, most importantly mealworms, that the birds and their chicks line up at the back door for!
Hope everyone has a magical morning!

Aerwyna · 22/06/2021 11:50

Oh that is beautiful speakout, thank you for sharing it.

speakout · 22/06/2021 12:08

A gloriously quiet day- and the house to myself. Perfect!
DS decided to go a last minute camping trip with his friends to the Highlands for a few days, so yesterday was a little frenetic getting tents and camping gear down from the loft, helping him get organised.
He is off now and I spent yesterday evening giving his room a deep clean. I did manage a late lunch out with my DD, but didn't seem to have a moment to myself.
Today is a calmer pace, lots of laundry drying in the sun, soaking up the peace and stillness. It is food for my soul!
I know some people are energised by company and socialising, and I do enjoy that- but in small doses!
My spirit is salved and charged by quiet times, moving with mindfulness, listening to the deep.
So today I am acknowledging the solstice calm, seeking the balance.
Sending balance and calm to my sisters.

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hilariousnamehere · 22/06/2021 17:52

We had a distinct lack of sunshine yesterday so I made some in my sketchbook/journal/grimoire hybrid (I have got to find a snappier name for that Blush) - hope it brings some sunshine to you all too.

Any Witches Here? Part 14.
HillsBesideTheSea · 22/06/2021 19:54

Book of happiness?

HillsBesideTheSea · 22/06/2021 19:55

you could always add knowledge or wisedom onto the end too.

hilariousnamehere · 22/06/2021 21:30

Ooh I like that Hills, thank you!

queenrollo · 23/06/2021 07:37

I spent yesterday with my youngest son. It was Sports Day and the anticipation was causing much anxiety for him so I just let him have the day off and we went to the beach. It was SO windy but we leaned into the wind and we laughed and we sought sea glass and barnacled shells and pretty stones. We shared lunch together and just passed the day with no particular aim. It was such a tonic.

So I may not have hit the coast for the Solstice sunrise but I think maybe the Goddess had other plans for me, and we got there in the end. This is the kind of nurturing and protection that I wish my own mother had extended to me so often during my childhood. She wasn't a bad mother - but is not 'connected' and I was a child who very much needed that kind of love.

Busy day for me, have to take the cats to vets this morning and then a singing lesson this afternoon. It's sunny and all I really want to do is disappear into my garden...

TotoAnnihiliation · 23/06/2021 12:27

Hello ladies, thank you for the sorry poem @speakout it made me think today. I started the day off by saying sorry to my work for taking an additional day off today after my gran's funeral which was yesterday. Now I've reflected, I'm not actually sorry. I'm healing and I refuse to apologise about it. I'm just enjoying having my house to myself.

speakout · 23/06/2021 12:39

TotoAnnihiliation I hope the funeral went smoothly and was a peaceful event. Very glad you are not feeling sorry for taking today off work.
Take time to heal and be gentle with yourself.

queenrollo it warms my heart to hear of you listening to your son's needs and deciding what is of true value for him. You have done a powerful thing, and validated his feelings- this type is priceless and will last a lifetime.
Sounds like you had a great day at the beach. I did similar things for my children frequently, truly listening to them. Like you I wasn't mothered in a way that left me feeling connected or supported.
My DS often bunked off sports day, I had no qualms.
I have very bad memories of sports day as a child, in fact all of PE which was centereid aroun competitive team sports, winning, shaming. A real bastion of toxicity. I many of us felt the same and we are paying the legacy of generation of adults who don;t want to exercise- I don't blame them- it took me many years after leaving school to start some form of bodywork.
Well done for being that warrior mother!

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VioletCharlotte · 24/06/2021 07:51

Toto I'm glad you're taking the time to heal after the funeral. It's so important to be kind to ourselves when we're grieving. Society urges us to put on a brave front and we feel the pressure to keep going, but it doesn't do us any good in the long run.

Queenrollo I smiled when I read about your day at the beach with your little one. I remember doing something similar with my DS2. Slightly different situation, but he'd done something silly and got himself into trouble at school. Instead of punishing him, I took him to the beach for the day, I knew he was playing up because he was hurting inside, he just needed some love and time together. Your DS will remember that you did this for him when he gets older.

Hilariousnamehere thank you for the sunshine! If you can send some more my way I'd be very grateful! I'm off to Cornwall today to spend a few days with a friend, I'm hoping to do some sea swimming and go for lots of walks, so some sunshine would be great Smile

speakout · 24/06/2021 08:39

VioletCharlotte your trip sounds exciting! Cornwall sounds wonderful, I imagine it to be a very magical place.
I have never been, living in Scotland there is always the call of the wild in the Highland and many Islands here, so when I feel the need for wild waters and rugged scenery North is my preferred direction! Cornwall is so far away and would involve many many hours of motorway driving- always a barrier that has stopped me! If I head North from here I am driving into mountainous terrain very quickly.

I feel the element of Air this morning so strongly- I was pulling Oracle cards last night and the same air cards kept presenting to me. I woke up to an Air Element yoga class on my you tube - which I had to do this morning. My DS came back last night after a camping trip with friends near the highest village in Scotland- he breezed in through the door like a whirlwind of energy!
My one word mantra today was "Point". Interesting as I have been reading a lot about the origins of the universe, the ideas of cyclical big bangs, points of singularity. The ace of swords represents that change, that single starting point, containing all posibilities.
I will work with this energy today, to try to feed some of the stuck points in my life and within my loved ones.
I need to dry out some tents and sleeping bags this morning- I am glad it is windy!!

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AnotherCrazyBirdLady · 24/06/2021 09:40

Good morning everyone!
It's been so heartening to read of everyone nurturing themselves and their children! I remember when my DS was small, I used to take him on walks all over the place - he's gained a sturdy pair of legs and now, at 18, there's nothing he likes better than to walk or cycle for miles in nature, I think he finds it very healing in times of difficulty, as I do, and has given him an appreciation of the natural world.

I am planning a very quiet full moon ritual for this evening - yoga and contemplation aimed towards release. I sometimes find it hard to let things go, no matter how damaging they are!

Beautiful3 · 24/06/2021 14:38

Hello everyone, I am not a witch , but love the energy on here. Hope you're all having a lovely day.

speakout · 24/06/2021 14:42

Beautiful3 a warm welcome, glad you joined us.Many of us here don't identify as witches- and that is fine.
Thankyou for bringing your bright energy to the group.

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moregarlic · 24/06/2021 19:28

Thank you so much everyone for sharing your thoughts on staying sane in a crazy world, I took a lot of comfort from the fact I am not alone in my thoughts.

@AnotherCrazyBirdLady I'm sorry to have brought a lump to your throat, but I am glad I also perhaps made you feel less alone too! I absolutely love the idea of filling yourself with a pink glow, it's not nothing at all and I wholeheartedly agree the smallest things are the big things these days.

I admire your optimism @speakout, I really do. I am trying to look for crumbs of comfort, but on the whole I am finding avoiding thinking about it all too much the best course of action for now. I think in part it might be the fact I'm a new mum...I just keep feeling awful about the state of the world I have brought DD into. She hasn't known truly normal life since she was born! I absolutely adored the poem you shared, it made my skin tingle with knowing. How painfully true. Like you, I also get recharged from alone time. Have you read Susan Cain's 'Quiet'? I think you'd like it.

I love the idea of channeling your outrage @Aerwyna, what a wise idea. You're totally right about it building into anxiety otherwise. I have started doing some tapping meditations for releasing anger and WOW, it turns out I have a lot of it! Can I just say, I always so enjoy and admire your posts. The way you weave together the themes of recent discussions is really inspiring and insightful.

It's interesting that you have also been triggered into this line of thinking with motherhood @queenrollo, I am really buoyed by your approach as I can see similarities in where I am headed. Particularly with regards to focusing local; my latest project has been finding a local farm shop and getting as much of our food from it. It's small fry in the grand scheme, but it's also one of the few ways I can make a difference with my money. I hope your pain has settled down, that sounds very challenging to deal with. I loved the tale of you and your son bunking off of sports day for the beach, as a child that hated sports day with a passion it made me smile.

I need to take a leaf out of @HillsBesideTheSea 's book and not read more than I need to. It's hard...I get pulled in and I lack the willpower to disengage. I really agree we should do away with 24/7 news, it's just asking for trouble. I love the petals you found - they look like hearts!

I adore your approach of taking in the night sky for perspective @VioletCharlotte , it's not something I actively do but when I happen to I feel exactly as you describe. And like you, I find the sea has a very similar effect. I am lucky enough to get to walk on the coast every day and it's a habit I fell out of - I started up again this week and what do you know, I am feeling better already. Nature is a powerful tonic isn't it? You're right about the world always shifting and looking back through rose tinted glasses. Thank you for reminding about the practice of gratitude too, I have a gratitude journal I've been neglecting for a few weeks, but you're right, the shift is always incredibly fast.

You're right about feeling compelled to know about everything @Ostara212, it's a fairly new phenomenon and I'd guess quite damaging to our mental health. Like queenrollo mentioned above, if you can pull back and focus on the local and making real, meaningful change there first that can be helpful.

I hope you're OK @TotoAnnihiliation, it's never easy losing someone you love. Good for you for taking the time you need, no apology needed.

This is such a wonderful, calm, restorative spot. I am going to make it my mission to come here more often, and visit news sites less often!
I'm off to make a vegetable hash and eggs, then curl up with a cup of tea and a good book. Good night lovely ones.

HillsBesideTheSea · 25/06/2021 00:23

Still a bit emotionally tough around here, emotional exhaustion taking a physical exhaustion toll. But made the effort to walk tonight. it rained there were frogs. It was soul soothing and i feel less physically drained from emotions.

Nature really is a healer if we let her weave her magic.