I have recently became a Christian and it's been the most life changing beautiful thing I have ever experienced. I am seeking guidance daily through prayer, reading the word and attending the church on Sunday.
Something has caught me off guard and I am praying a lot about it and finding passages in the bible which are helping me but I cannot shift this.
This past week I felt a heart string get tugged by a male within the church. It wasn't a physical attraction, more an accumulation of lots of lovely characteristics I noticed then some brief conversation. But it got me. I see lots of good talent and godly people in the church. I've had many conversations with people of the opposite sex and felt absolutely fine. This one person I feel different. I feel something in my heart. I have prayed a lot, a lot! But I keep getting what's almost fantasies in my mind, not sexual just conversations and they keep coming. I keep praying to keep myself in the present day, be content with the situation I am in etc and believe and trust gods will for me completely. But then it comes again. I've literally just spent an hour with my bible getting grounded again. Put the bible away and out comes another fantasy in my head of him feeling the same way as me.
What is going on? How do I stop this? And for the record I have absolutely no idea whether this person is even remotely interested in me.