Here's a wierd thing. Just interested in other's views especially those of you of a more spiritual nature I guess. If it wasn't for it being a Friday night and me just drinking most of a bottle of red I probably wouldn't share this, but.
So DH came home tonight and shared that he would quite like another baby, actually specifically he would like a son, but says he would be delighted with another girl. I too have occasional want-another-one vibes. Indeed I even found myself fondling baby clothes in Next the other day!
But about 10 years ago I had my tarot cards done (at Mysteries in Covent Garden) and many of the things that were predicted/spoken about did ring true. I still have the notes I took afterwards.
One of the things said was that I would have three children but only give birth twice. For some reason that has always stuck with me. Since I have two lovely DD's and have therefore already given birth twice I have this irrational feeling that a third pregnancy would be somehow doomed.
Rationally I accept that while it would be quite possible to have a pregnancy and have a problem of some kind, it would be equally plausible to have a pregnancy and for it to be totally fine.
I guess what I am intrigued about is the extent to which these kind of statements have the potential to become self fulfilling prophecies. Or is it just a load of crap and to be ignored. It seems silly not to have another one just because of this but I cannot shake that feeling of fear. Perhaps the fear is nothing to do with the tarot cards and I am looking for a hook to hang it on.
In many ways I feel this is ludicrous to be even sharing this but at the same time it feels kind of nice to articulate it as it something I have not shared with any of my friends for fear of being laughed at!
Any views??