Regular poster but have NC for this post as it is going to sound either really woo or you are going to tell me to give my head a wobble or you might decide to have a look at this yourself.
Bit of background. From the moment I was born my life has been one struggle after another. As well as spending years and years in constant pain at different times of my life and a few months here and there, I am under constant stress. I was diagnosed at the age of 12 with a stress related illness that usually only middle aged business men get.
My childhood was horrendous, I was in and out of care. I met dh quite young and despite doing all the right things everything has been a constant struggle. As an example I have my own business, every time, not just once or twice but every single time I get enough money together to plan on expanding the business dh either loses his job, things just seem to happen randomly and once thriving companies go under, or in the case of this time gets seriously ill so is unable to work. Don't want to say too much as I have posted previously about stuff.
All I can say is whilst everyone around me seems to just be able to get on with their lives I feel I am stressed out trying to fight random things that happen and try to put everything right.
As an example I once received a letter from the police saying I had been involved in an accident and I had driven away. It threatened all sorts of things but I realised it wasn't my car. I had to try and get evidence together to prove my innocence. It wasn't my car. The DVLA admitted that they had registered a car under my name and address and although couldn't amend the details they had to leave a note on file.
My life is taken up with this sort of thing.
Anyway I was messing around on the internet and came across a thing called Astrocartography which if you put in your date time and place of birth shows you if you know how to read it properly where the best places in the world you should live and what to expect if you live in a certain area.
I have a huge line running straight through my birth town and I have over the years have never moved far enough from this line to dissipate it's influence which is for me one of stress and working 10 times harder than anyone else to achieve less than everyone else.
We are about to move areas next year but I am gradually coming to the conclusion nothing is going to change and I was getting quite down about my life.
Don't tell me to be positive and positive stuff happens because I am the most positive person you could meet but there is only so many times someone can get their legs kicked from under them before they realise that something different is happening to them than other people.
Has anyone tried Astrocartography or is it too woo. I should add this is not about paying any money out it is all free on the internet but at the moment I am at my wits end and something has got to change big time otherwise something is going to give. I am sat here covered in stress related eczema and feeling like I am going to have a stroke any moment.