You remember my whole announcement that maybe I was possibly ready to maybe possibly think about accepting whatever gifts I have maybe possibly...?
Well.... we had the good prescence come back, which I LOVE.
I have been absorbing Psychomum's emotions for the past 6 - 12 months, so nothing new there except being more aware of it (and remembering to put up a shield!!)
Then the last 48 hours things have suddenly spiralled... My gran has always told me that I can heal, but I have never done anything with it. On Sunday night DD woke with her legs aching (similar to growing pains, but I still get them now) - Its very very distressing for her and not something she can put on an act for - normally calpol, warmth and chamomilla is about all that will settle her enough to sleep, and then it takes a minimum of half an hour. Out of calpol, so I decided to try focussing on trying to take the pain out of her legs... I sat very calmly, held my hands steady very gently on her legs, and just focussed - my hands became very very hot, and she settled within a couple of minutes and said they were better and fell asleep .
Then.... yesterday lunchtime I had an overwhelming feeling of panic - sort of an anxiety attack but it was clear it wasn't my panic. I sent a text to Psychomum, heard nothing back, and thought nothing of it... it turns out that as she recieved my text though, a taxi reversed into her car - and after being in a bad car accident in the summer, she went into a full panic attack!!
I think this is one of my normal things of needing to write it all down to make it ordered in my head... It feels a bit odd at the moment, but I'm not feeling scared of it. I'm getting the feeling that I will be staying with the more empath type feelings than premonitions?? I prefer the sound of that (so I will decide that how it works )
Argh - late to be out - back later!!