I know I have "a gift" shall we say. I know that healing is my main area, but that I am also capable of some sort of mediumship, yet I shut it out and say I'm not ready for it yet.
After the pendulum thread yesterday I chanced across a jewellery box and found a pentacle I thought was lost, I then lifted a top to find my tarot cards underneath... deciding that someone was trying to tell me something, I sat down armed with my tarot cards (that I have used 3 times in 5 years ), and my little book tellin me what it all means, and asked my question. It was all scarily accurate - when I have seen friends doing them there is always one or two cards that seems sort of out of place, like it wasn't the right one, but everything was right.
Sooo... I put the cards far away and hid from them
Am I really not ready to face it, or am I just very lacking in confidence (which incidentally was the outcome of my other question - and they told me that everyone else can see my lack of confidence too )???
I feel like I am at some sort of turning point, just not too sure which direction.
I don't really know what replies I'm expecting - I think this is probably just one of those write it out to make some sense of it all type posts.