LisaLisa- brought up Orthodox......lived up the road from a Jewish school, mikvah at the bottom of the road...totally Jewish - shukl every week..althouhg not shomer shabbat...ate out etc...a bit secular really but observant of the shabbat to an extent and high holidays
things happened that made me question my total belief..as i got older i began to doubt certain things...my husband is an atheist ..although we had a Jewish wedding,which was lovely.....our children have hebrew names....
but it is hard, especailly where i live now, where there is no community, the small one that there is is reform....
my uncle is lubavitch after finding religion in his teens
so their kids have gone to yeshiva & sem and had 'arranged ' marriages...2 rabbis in our family now!
so i keep my hand in, so to speak..
there is one thing that sticks in my head from all my jewish education...that is how i try to live my life now
we were told a story that a man went to Rabbi Akiva and asked him to recite the essence of the torah whilst standing on one leg..if he fell...the man would not believe in Judasim , i think....( recollection of details a bit sketchy !!!)
but the Rabbi stood on one leg and said
Do unto others as you would have done to yourself........
so basically, that is how i live..and encourage my DS who is 7 to live.....
i wishi had more faith and i love all the traditions of the religion...but i'm just struggling to swin against the tide.....