Sounds like me StG - when I was first reading everything I felt like it was sort of what I felt, but it wasn't at the same time, and was too organised. I have never been able to see how what a person believes and feels can be put into something as rigid as religion.
Your wedding sounds great Edam - the kind of thing that I wanted, but marrying a lapsed catholic boy, it really wasn't gonna happen
. We had a really relaxed spiritualist service in the end - it seemed somewhere in between the two beliefs (always want to say that it seemed a happy medium, but it just looks like a bad pun!!!
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