hi, first time so be gentle
in January I was a size 26 I am now a 20 in January I decided I wanted to change my life, get healthy, be a better role model for my daughters. I set myself a goal. that in July I would be fit enough to climb Snowdon. I roped in friends and work mates and I am leading them up the mountain, I chose to raise money for Swindon special care baby unit as I have had several friends whose children wouldn't be here today without them. I am also doing race for life in June too. I am scared. I have battled depression and have compulsive over eating disorder. on a bad day I will eat till I am in pain or am sick, these days are getting fewer and further between but I will always struggle with this demon. today I walked 7 miles it took 2 hours. I am shattered it made me worry I won't be able to do this, I don't want to let anyone down or myself down, but what if I can't do this? can you pray for me? for strength and courage? I want to change my life, I want to be free from obesity and be a better healthier me and I need some support
thank you x