My mum died a few days ago and I need to figure things out.
She was a non practising catholic, but very into all the "woo" stuff; white feathers and mediums etc, she was very open minded and I even remember telling her the little I had learned about buddhism at school and she was very interested in it al. So I've grown up with a kind of mixed education in these things but I've never had to really think, or decide what I believe until now. And I feel like I really need to know now.
I just can't believe that I will never see her again or that she would just leave my ds to grow up alone and not be there to guide him and watch over him. I can't believe that she isn't happy, that she isn't reunited with the people she loved and lost. I can't believe that she can't hear everything I wish I'd been able to say to her.
Please could someone direct me towards some books which could help me at the moment? thank you x