Copied from Bea's thread in SN
*Beatrice has crashed twice today. Once when I wasn't here, abd again about an hour ago as I got her ready for bed. It was utterly terrifying, I've never had to pull the emergency button before, the room flooded with nurses and doctors and she was put on a mask with a bag attached. She soon recovered, but I was shaking so hard. I just kept saying, 'Mummy's here. You're not going anywhere, it's not time yet, stay with me.' But I'm never going ti be ready. I'll never be able to say goodbye. I'm so scared this time, she's taking so long to get better. We've hardly had an visitors, I can't leave her side as she keeps choking on her secretions and desating. I'm exhausted with worry. I had a night away yesterday as my dh stayed here with her, but after he left, before I arrived, she crashed. I can't risk leaving her again.
Both my older dds are sick with a vomitting bug, my dh has been signed off work with stress as he tries to keep the house together at the same time as getting our new house ready for us to move on Saturday. We move in 6 days, and we haven't even packed up the old house. I haven't been able to help with anything as I'm at the hospital all the time.
The Teaset is falling apart.*
Please keep prayers coming x