I rehomed my 6 month old and he is leaving today but I really want him to stay desperately
I love him. My partner brought him as a kitten without me knowing despite me saying no as we live in a high rise flat and we are not allowed pets. I know some of the other neighbours have secret cats so like an idiot I kept him. Problem is because I've always had outdoor cats I couldn't stand the idea of him being cooped up indoors. One day he evaded me and got out on the balcony and was on the ledge. We are quite high up, so I decided to take him out for walks on a kitten lead which he enjoys, only problem is he started weeing around the house, soaking our mattresseses sofa quilt ect, vet check up said no infection but due to the pandemic I wasn't allowed into the surgery (vet called me whilst I waited outside) and didn't say much else
He looks bored and is always jumping up at the windows or just lying on a chair, I felt sorry that we had did this to him so asked a charity to rehome him, and a lady with a big garden in a nice area wants him. She has a rescue dogs that is used to cats and two children. I'm now sick with worry as I know he will be terrified of the dog and the new environment and I hate myself for rehoming him and wondering if I made the right decision. He is going to miss me and I hate my partner for bringing him in the first place and I hate myself for keeping him when I could have rehomed him as a tiny kitten. He is now 6 months. Should I cancel on the rehoming? This is all my fault, I know