Well, it didn't go well.
First of all, I didn't get much sleep, because I had to wait up for my visiting family til 1am. Then DD woke up and I bf her, but she refused to go back to sleep.
I was afraid that the questions would be hard, but I didn't think I would panic or get a mental block, as I always did well in previous exams- they weren't on the undergraduate level, though, but language tests etc.
But mental block I did get. And a weird sense of complacency, as well, like I didn't care mixed with panic.I spent way too long on The Rover extract-on which I did a very mediocre job, at best. Then I had an hour and a bit for the other two questions. They were easy, I knew the material, but I could hardky form a sentence, nevermind good intro or conclusion. I didn't go deep into the discussion, didn't explore, just wrote whatever I knew about the poems or the L&G prose question. It's weird, because I always do my TMAs at the last minute, so literally in a few hours and I get reasonably good grades (pass 1 and 2). My handwriting was atrocious. I didn't make any sense, it didn't flow, horrible.
NCOT, I'm sure you've been on FC, people are writing about their exam experience, I didn't look, as I don't even want to stress anymore. Even the poems I chose were a bit of a 'bend', but I'm sure it would have been ok if I had explained properly my decision to use them, but, sadly, I haven't.
Anyway, questions were easy, really easy. I would definitely advise writing answers to questions from previous years during your revision. Against the clock. I didn't.
Frankly, I will be surprised if I'll get a pass.Maybe a resit would be better? I haven't a chance of more than a pass 4 and it would be such a shame after pass 2 for OCAS.
I hope I will get more than 15%-otherwise no resit and money and time wasted. And the shame! I hope to get less than 15% you really have to write almost nothing? I definitely feel like I didn't show them that I can think iyswim (which is supposed to be the purpose of the examination).Arrrgh.