I'm confused about my behaviour. I get really angry with my DH in the evenings, I am so cross with him - things he's done in the past, how he's not treating me right. It is ridiculous as he is lovely to me and the only thing I'm really upset about is that he waited until I was 8 months pregnant until he proposed - I'd have felt better if it had happened sooner. I even found the ring when I was 3 months pregnant. He waited for the 'right moment'.
I had an emergency c-section, lost about 36% of my total blood volume, stayed in hospital for 8 days, was moved off the ward I was so ill... I did wish DH had been around to help more but neither of us realised how ill I was at the time as nobody told us. I assumed everyone felt that bad!
I can't get over being so angry, I don't feel it during the day. Offspring operate to clockwork, amazing, and I am totally confident there. Just wish I could feel better.
Is it PND? Or what? My GP has referred me to a counsellor who I won't see for 6 weeks (she had to cancel our earlier appt as she doesn't see people with their children present...) but she thinks I'm just an angry type, I don't really think I am.
Any thoughts?