Hello - just wanting to vent as my 8month old DS would not look at me this morning...
He is in his own room but has been a frequent waker and has never slept through since he was born. It has been awful! Last night I put some music on via his monitor to settle him, turned the monitor down.
This am realised that by mistake had turned it right down to silent.
Poor thing must have been crying and crying. True if he had been really upset the noise would have escalated and we would have heard. But he tends to have a quiet cry.
Poor thing am feeling terribly guilty. We were thinking of doing cc at some point out of necessity leaving it for increasing intervals.
But this way was a bit extreme!
(I guess I am feeling a bit overwhelmed as going back to work soon, earlier than expected and feeling guilty at that, is making me feel guilty at everything!)
Anyone reassure me that what happened is not too terrible? He has started talking to me again this am after about an hour refusing to make eye contact!