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FabIsGoingToBeFabIn2010 · 26/01/2010 08:20

I just lost it with ds1 (8yr 10 months). As soon as DH goes he starts being a flipping pain in the neck. I tried to pick him up, his hood came off so I hit him with it.

I deserve all the criticism i will get but I am so so sorry and feel so shit. I love him so much. I wouldn't be able to live without him but I can't cope.

I have to take the kids to school in a few minutes and then going for therapy.

I am shit at this.

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EffiePerine · 26/01/2010 08:23

Am not going to give you a kick but a pat on the shoulder - you had a trying morning and lost your temper. I'm sure your DS is not going to be permanently scarred by being clipped with his hood. We all lose it on occasion - forget about it for now and give him a big hig when you see him later

LightLyric · 26/01/2010 08:24

What do you mean you tried to pick him up and his hood came off? Was he hurt? Did he cry? Did you explain to him why you were angry?

What are you shit at exactly?

I'm not going to criticise you, we all have shit days and do horrible things. Unless you're Mary Poppins.

On the other hand, if people being horrible to you will make you feel better...Nah, still no.

bunnymother · 26/01/2010 08:27

You poor thing, you are human having a bad morning. At least you noticed what you did and that it is wrong, so you can do your best to never do that again.

Take a deep breath, and good luck in therapy.

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sarah293 · 26/01/2010 08:29

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FernieB · 26/01/2010 09:52

Forget about it - your DS probably has. We all have trying mornings. Don't dwell on it, you'll make yourself feel worse. Put it behind you and move on.

kreecherlivesupstairs · 26/01/2010 10:22

Mornings are the work of the devil in our house. Everyone gets short tempered and difficult (even me). You shouldn't be so hard on yourself. Like Riven said, have a gin.

Flightattendant · 26/01/2010 10:27

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stealthsquiggle · 26/01/2010 10:28

Your DS will have completely and utterly forgotten about it by the time he gets home. Honestly. Worse things happen every day in the playground.

As for mornings, they just are a nightmare. Any chance doing the whole 'let's work as a team to get out of the house with no shouting' talk tonight might work? It seems to work with my DS (although the effects wear off after a couple of weeks days )

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Flightattendant · 26/01/2010 10:53

Fab, sorry I was rambling on about my mother, didn't think it was appropriate! Nothing to worry about.

I just wanted to say that I think you are a great mum, much better than I am, and that it won't harm ds in any way imo xx

scanty · 26/01/2010 11:39

I posted a similar thread recently and thanks to all the support guys. Well for me this weeks has been so much better and calmer. So just remember we all (well most of us) lose it now and then. As long, I guess, as the nice times outweight the trying ones. At least it was just a hood and not a baseball bat!!

FabIsGoingToBeFabIn2010 · 26/01/2010 14:22

Hi guys

sorry, I didn't disappear. I had my therapy 10-11 and then have been in A&E until now. I came out feeling really ill (had horrendous headache last night, felt cold and very sick and then the same after my appointment.0 Couldn't understand what the doctor said so will see mine on the 8th.

He wasn't hurt but he cried, I then tried to pick him up by his coat under his arms and ripped the coat. Never done sewing at 8.30 in the morning before. I apologised then and again when on our own at school.

He will remember and will say something about "hit me again."

I felt like crap this morning because of what I did and feel like it now because of my body. I have to go and get them from school soon.

Thanks all

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MadamDeathstare · 26/01/2010 14:27

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feelhorrid · 26/01/2010 14:36

Your son is old enough to help if you are sick...he is also old enough to understand that even adults do things they regret and apologise. He already knows everyone is not perfect. It will do him no harm at all to see that includes you and that you accept that and try and change it. He will feel respected if you ask for his help to change these kinds of situations. I am sure you feel lousy, I felt lousy each and every time I lost the plot with my boys. I do think that a caring mum like you can turn this around. I really hope you have an OK post school session.

anotherflippingangrymum · 26/01/2010 14:48

Fab - hope you don't mind I've namechanged for this. But your DS sounds a lot like mine, and I am not that great at coping with him either. He's 8, and never knows when to stop - if its needling his sister, refusing to go to bed, not brushing his teeth, not getting ready for school, chasing smaller children in "fun" rough play - you can use "one word" commands, pleading, reasoning - nothing works. Often if he's told off he starts shouting how we hate him and will threaten to do something unpleasant(throw his shoe at a light, break something) if we don't retract our punishment. We did get a child psychologist to look at him a few years ago, who said he had ADD - basically his impulse control button didn't work very well. Anyway DH and I have realised we just shout too much and yes, at times, I've wanted to throttle him, and have been rough, and TBH absolutely filled with a desire to hurt him, just to get him to realise that his behaviour is just too much for me to cope - which has translated into rough behaviour (gripping his arm, dragging him along) which is pretty poor.

So DH and I have been trying to do "tag" teams - one of us is always calmer than the other, so if it all gets a bit out of hand, then I call him in and disappear for a bit. TBH this is the best thing, it's almost always true that one of us is calmer than the other. Time out for adults if you see what I mean.

Also tried chanting in my head "he's the 8yrold, I'm the adult", and also thinking more about what I would want if I was a hysterical 8 yr old - eg giving him a cuddle if he wants one but standing firm on the punishment (for example, removing treats/no TV/no computer/no book). Also trying humour (DS tried to argue that he was not "charging" his sister with his scooter but going around the potplant - I said - well, if I were a detective, and I heard DD scream and you shouting "charge" and then heading towards her, what would I think - would I think you were just going around the potplant for fun? He laughed.) Also not getting trapped by deadlines (DH is the worst for this - thinking we have to go, right now, and if we don't then some calamity will happen). Trying to be as organised as possible the night before so the next day is easier - the school run is a real flashpoint in our day (as is going to bed).

Lots of sympathy - if I'm tired or ill, its a lot worse. I hope you feel better soon.

FabIsGoingToBeFabIn2010 · 26/01/2010 16:10

I have long term depression, huge issues form up bringing, no family but at the moment I feel most ill through the results of concussion.

I call my DH or ask him to deal with DS1 when I am not getting through but DH thinks that just shows DS I am not in charge and can't deal with him.

DS1 has come out of school all happy and hasn't mentioned this morning so I haven't either.

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feelhorrid · 26/01/2010 17:51

Excellent! I am sure you were far more distressed than he. Have a peaceful evening.

FabIsGoingToBeFabIn2010 · 26/01/2010 18:03

I am feeling yuk but he has been a sweetie asking me if I wanted anything and immediately coming off the computer when I asked him to find my mobile.

DH is staying later tmw morning so I can try and get a doctor's appointment so that will help.

Thanks.

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MadamDeathstare · 26/01/2010 19:05

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FabIsGoingToBeFabIn2010 · 26/01/2010 19:08

The doctor I want to see is away on holiday.

The doctor I saw today didn't do any tests at all today.

I am ringing the surgery tomorrow unless of course I am 100% fine.

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