Firstly?..Id like to apologise for the negative title to my blog but Ive decided as abit of a social experiment to keep count of the amount of times during my pregnancy that its questioned or commented on?.mine or my partners fitness to be a mother. This is merely to raise awareness and challenged views!
I am guessing that you are sat there now thinking that I am some kind of monster (may be one with 5 heads?)?or I am mentally unwell or I have committed some awful crime?.. Nope! Infact Ive never so much as stole a packet of sweets from a sweet shop and I am an Experienced Childrens Nurse in one of the top hospitals in London??. ?oooooh? I hear you say, ?so why the blog title??
Let me explain?. I am a Lesbian?. My wife ?M? has done a PHD in child psychology and now runs her own business from home. You may think why is this women telling me her wife?s CV? Well because alot of people see that M?s disabled, her electric wheelchair and there opinion of her is made and never appreciate what a highly intelligent women she is. We arent angry or bitter at those people?. people are ignorant, its not there fault?we try to educate them or alot of the time peoples behaviour is so stupid its just plain funny?..we are positive people?
Although I have to confess to being rather angered at our experiences at my GP today! We have decided to try for a baby, like all the baby books tell you we booked an appointment with my GP to discuss my health and get advice on conception?. First hurdle was M couldnt get her wheelchair into the lift of a supposed Wheelchair assessable building, so i ended up attending the appointment on my own. I told my GP why I was there and her face actually contorted, particularly after I respond her her questioning that we would be using a Private Sperm donor and not going through a clinic. I would understand initial concern?.. there are risks? STIs, Hepatitis, HIV?.. But allow me to put this into context?. Our donor has had to have tests to prove hes not carrying any infections that are harmful to me or a baby. Hes been genetically tested to prove hes not a carrier of the genes for Cystic Fibrosis for example?. Im sure there are not many straight women who vet there partners before conception as extensively as we have our donor. My GP wasnt having any of it?started speaking to me like I am14yrs?. ( I am 27years by the way?. my partner 30yrs). Then basically wished me luck and said it best not to put anything about of conversation on my medical records?. WHY WOULD I NOT WANT THE FACT I AM TRYING FOR A BABY ON MY MEDICAL RECORDS???????
As it happens i wont be dealing with said GP again for the reason that i would like my Partner to be able to attend appointments with me. Registered with new GP- Seeing new GP next week-Hopefully she wont be one of my statistics!