Never understood the friendship thing. In highschool either never spoke to anyone or spoke to many but no one close enough to be friend. My college and uni experience put me into a position where i was forced needed to be more open and actually had friends. But still had issue relating emotionally and struggle greatly to allow people to know me emotionally. I don't do social events eg parties, weddings etc and prefer to keep people at a distance. It destroyed my relationship to ds' daddy and i even struggle to relate to ds sometimes (a survival tactic perhaps as he has violent behaviour issues).
But it is getting out of control and something i want to resolve. but how, and who can help or advice. Do i need to question this as something other then ADHD or is this an unfortunate side affect.