well, I'm due my first baby in December & have a deferred offer to begin pgce secondary at warwick in sept 09....
I'm absolutely terrified how I'm going to manage it as a single mum, but somehow I just HAVE to if I'm going to provide for the baby & I alone....& I know if I don't go back & do it this year, I quite possibly never will
I'm going to have to commute to Warwick from about an hour away, but am v much hoping that I'll get placements somewhere inbetween as they've known my situation for over a year & hopefully nobody else will want to be travelling this way for placements...& I'm INCREDIBLY fortunate that my mother has offered to live with me 5 days a week for the 10months of the course to provide free childcare. I know I'll never get another offer like that again!!
I have some savings (about 3-4k) but had been majorly banking on the grant which I've just heard may be cancelled by 2009?! don't have a clue what I'll live off without it....just child tax & benefits won't pay the bills on my 3 bed house, let alone feed the baby & run my car will there be no funding for PGCE at all then???
& how do other PGCE'rs cope with only seeing their children on weekends - & even then inbetween work & marking??? There's a chance my ex will get one weekend day so I'd literally have one day a week with my child....just keep telling myself that it's a sacrifice for the good of our future...& it IS definitely the job I want...
but gaaaah!!! Any words of wisdom greatly appreciated
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