DS is 4. We suspect may be on the autistic spectrum, going to raise it at his speech and language appt
So many meltdowns. He always acts ul when im around meltdowns galore etc. And when he's with family without me like grandparents or aunty then I come and he acts up thsyre like oh he's he didnt do that for us
.so it makes me think Its my fault he's melting down etc
This mornings one he walked with his dad to aunty's as he wanted it to be 'the boys' so I delayed my walk there and then I got there and he had a melt down
" i dont want you to come go home "
Etc it's broke my heart and I just feel like the worst mym ever. We have a younger child who's 2 and been very need since the start and I always worry having her has made him hate me because she has been clung to me and so needy and its upset him
I dont know I just feel sad and like a shit mum