good morning this is my quick shortened story.
I am a mummy of 2 before anything (which I absolutely love!) these kids provide all entertainment for me and I absolutely adore them and I would never change a thing about them. This is a part of my life I am fulfilled with.
However…when it comes to “me” as a person… I do nothing? I’m in a bad rut at the moment. Once I cook the kids meals I snack on junk food for myself, I don’t exercise anymore (I’m not obese but I’d say it won’t be long before the weight comes), I go to work Monday to Friday 8:30-5 I have no hobbies, no friends. Once I’m back in from work it’s make some food for my children to have a snack on as they have already had tea at this time it I like to give them a supper to ensure they don’t go bed hungry and off to bed we go after having bath time. Repeat every day except weekends which is usually filled with the farm or soft play. I am feeling lonely, unfulfilled as an adult etc. is this normal? As I say if being a parent is the best thing ever but I just feel I’m not me I’m on survival mode from constantly being on the go.