Tw I can’t do it anymore

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child is autistic severely so. Cannot communicate no help from anyone constant daily physical abuse screaming noise I live in hell every single day how can I get out of my life

I wish I could delete my existence

@mumsnet please delete this thread pointless even asking for any advice or help I apologise, thank you

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.

We know you've asked us to remove the thread and we will do that in due course but we first wanted to add a link to our mental health resources.

You can also go to the Samaritans website, or email them on [email protected]

It’s not pointless, please don’t give up. I could give you all the usual platitudes but that doesn’t make it easier. Just keep talking and know that your life is as worthy as your child’s

Please don’t think what you’re doing is pointless. You are caring for your child and it sounds incredibly hard but you have so much ‘point’ to a lot of people I’m sure, especially your child who clearly relies on you for a lot xxx

Talk to us please, even if just to vent xxx

I’m unwell myself and I do not understand how this is the life I’ve been given and I’m just so angry at everything I love my child to pieces goes without saying but not a day goes by I don’t feel trapped in a prison I used to be fun and funny and love life and now I’m a shell of myself I barely function I’m worn down worn out 24 hour care I get maybe 1/2 hours in the middle of night without having screaming or noise in my house or being kicked or bitten or scratched because something isn’t right and they can’t tell me what they should be at school but they can’t cope and basically it’s just tough luck there you are after her diagnosis it’s just here’s some websites to help you etc we got no help for her nothing

I’m so sorry, last night I fell asleep and didn’t see your post until this morning. How old is your daughter? I’m travelling today but will reply I promise x

Is there any respite available in your area? Any care homes that could look after her for a couple of days rest maybe? I know you probably wouldn’t want to do that but you sound like you’re well past breaking point x

Look at this xx https://www.gov.uk/apply-short-term-care-for-child