Sorry if this doesn't make much sense, I feel like I've failed him
I had a call from school last year when he was 13 because he'd been self farming. Not in school but they saw the cuts in PE. He’d been doing it a while he said. I called the GP for an emergency CAMHS referral but I kept being fobbed off by the GP, that it was just his hormones etc. He hadn't even started puberty yet!
He was school refusing before summer and didn't do anything except stay in bed. He was much the same during summer but we had an incident where he stole vodka and got so drunk we needed to go to A&E, after that he was apologetic and it seemed to scare him. He’d also been smoking weed with some of the older lads near by but apart from that he didn't go out. He broke up with his GF of nearly a year as just seemed low but I thought it was because of the break up and he didn't really say anything else
He went back to school on a reduced timetable. I pick him up just before lunch. And it seems to be ok, bar him getting in trouble for behaviour, being disruptive in class etc.
He went out today and when he came back he was acting off, he eventually told us he'd taken paracetamol but he didn't know how many. DP has taken him to A&E. I'm here with our 7yo trying to keep things normal but I feel like crying. It's also DP’s birthday tomorrow so I don't know how to explain us not doing anything to youngest
Sorry this is all over the place