Hi everyone my day feels like a total write off. I only got few hours sleep a my 2 year old has had me up all night Nd I had a huge argument shouting crying mess with 10 year old before school today I had to take her in late I feel awful I lost my patience she's so hyper an wild in the morning and wouldn't get ready,me on little sleep and no patience Nd I lost it I shouted alot and she melted crying and screaming, feel awful guilt all day and I just want day to be over. I'm single mum and I'm really finding I'm losing my patience with my older girl she seems to get the worst of me at night when Im tired or in morning when rushing I feel like we don't get on anymore. I don't know how to find time for myself I feel out of balance and when my little one naps I rush round trying to get everything done before she wakes up. Feel like it never ends. I always look forward to the breaks and weekends but they always seem harder as I've got to entertain when all I want to do is sleep. Feel like I'm drowning in everything and can't seem to catch up everything just seems alot. i work so hard to manage everything and I do but I just feel I take the hit all the time and its relentless