I am drowning!! Two pre- school children, working, just can’t seem to get on top of housework even though I feel it’s all I do, Xmas presents to wrap (no energy to do it), social commitments, no time with husband, no sex life with husband, he’s sick, then I’m sick, then kids are sick, jobs lists that never get finished, meal ideas, food shopping, feeding the kids, clean up after feeding, fence panel down, fix fence panel, car insurance up for renewal, gas and electric tariff needs changing, credit card needs balance transfer, kids nursery have put fees up, nursery tell us the decent staff are leaving, worried about kids at said shitty nursery, drowning at work, boss being an arse, I look like shit, feel like shit, drinking too much booze but need something in the evening to take the edge off, parents need support, husband poorly and waiting on tests, car is a shit tip, haven’t done Xmas cards bar a few, feel bad about lack of Xmas cards, daughter had a play date months ago, wanted to reciprocate but just didn’t get round to it, now feel guilty about this having seen the mum at nursery pick up.
By some miracle though- laundry is all done and up to date. So there we go!
Just had to get all that out!! Any one else feel like this? Or I’m just a grinch?! I am an organised, productive person (believe it or not!!!)