Hi I have already done a post before about advice. I was abused by my sons father and had abuse of my sons uncle too. I have been through a lot with that family. My son’s other uncle trying it on with me which is completely inappropriate especially as he has a girlfriend and 3 kids. At first their mother was horrible to me, so unwelcoming and rude. But when I split with my ex she started being nice. I don’t know whether this was because she was worried she wouldn’t get to see my son again. I always let her but my son has never warmed to her. Recently my anxiety is through the roof, I am really struggling when it comes to taking my son to see her, I’d never let her have him alone. The abuse her son did to me such as hitting me, strangling me with my son in my arms, spitting on me, smashing my flat and car up, threading my home and family and so much more, and what my sons uncle said about him saying he hopes my son gets sexually abused and trying to smash his bedroom window (my son wasn’t even one yet) his mom still lets my sons dad live their rent free, sell drugs from the home, and still speaks to her other son who is pure evil, beats people up, has had guns in the past which is why he is jail now, threaten to shoot people even from jail now. I have decided I want to have a clean break and fresh start. I am trying to move away now, and I have blocked my sons nan out of the blue because I can’t cope anymore. I can’t get over something when I’m still living in it, I worry for the future for my son I don’t want him to ever get involved in that and worry it will be confusing for him. Am I being mean by cutting all contact? I really can’t do it anymore I am constantly overthinking and not being able to be the best mom I can be as I am always drained. Please give me advice. I am so stressed too as my sons nans family live around my area, I feel they will turn up at my house or try take me to court. My sons dad however even admitted he wouldn’t stand a chance in court.