Absolutely drained

[BeingmummyIsTheBestxo]

I am absolutely drained. Times like this I hate being a mum. I've been so shouty and angry today. DH has had it both barrels. Step son has had it and I've just put my 2 yo to bed early because I can't take it anymore! I feel so stressed and overwhelmed. It's been constant noise and stress all day, constant mess too and it drives me nuts. 2yo constantly on top of me, kicking, hitting, pushing. 6yo step son whinging and moaning all day. DH sitting on his backside and treating me like a slave. I feel so overstimulated and it's like something in my brain has switched. I feel so ANGRY and stressed. Can anyone relate? Just to add I have super bad anxiety and OCD and Ive had a recent flare up and I think this may be contributing to why I'm so drained. I feel like crap for being like this all day and I feel like a horrible person.

No advice I'm afraid but pretty sure you aren't the horrible person here.

Leave your useless husband then you'll only have 1 child, not 3. I'm sorry you're having a tough time 💐

Tell your DH what you want him to do. He cannot just sit there doing nothing.
I only have one DD who's 2 and it's exhausting unless I take a nap or get a good night's sleep. I wish I could be this chill fun mom all the time but am often too tired for that to happen.

Honestly he's a lazy fucker. Thinks because he works full time he's exempt form doing anything else. I want to be a fun mom but I'm literally always so stressed and on edge. I feel like my head will explode of one of them even looks at me wrong.