I don't know what's wrong with me but I dread weekends with my family.
We have twins and I stayed at home with them due to childcare costs.
Now they are in full time education and bills have shot up, I am in an underpaid, crap menial job. My career is in bits. My husband has a good job that makes him feel great.
I hate that my husband ignores me and dedicates all of his efforts on entertaining the kids. He's a great dad but I don't feel like I exist anymore.
I hate feeling this way and feel like a rubbish mum.