DD due January , I have a 20mo DS and I don’t know why I just feel lonelier this time round
I’m not wanting major fuss etc but I feel like people don’t care really this time round? I am WAY more exhausted and no one really asks about baby!
for example MIL had bought a little outfit for DS at this stage and this time round (despite saying she really wanted a 2nd granddaughter) doesn’t really seem too fussed and again not expecting a song and dance but I thought she’d be more excited with DH regarding his new child coming this winter
Thats a small snippet and even care this time round? I get really anxious easily as a person and I’m 18.5 weeks and haven’t even had my 20 week scan date. When I rang last week to ask had it been booked (as the hospital post for me has been majorly delayed) The lady on the phone was majorly rude and told me “well some women are finding out the day before their scan”. I just want to know the date just as the 20 week scan is so nerving for me - I’ve also just started a new job and the thought of finding out then having to say “can I have this short notice appointment tomorow”. I know they can’t deny it but I just don’t really want to start off as seeming unreliable
sorry for the ranting stupid post. Hormones flying everywhere and very very exhausted