Me and my husband have our 1 daughter who has just turned one, there Has been alot of trauma for me the past few years, losing my own mum to terminal cancer after only having the diagnosis 3 months was alot to come to terms with and in normal circumstances me and my husband are excellent when it comes to team work, we always said it was our biggest quality together is that we would always work it out as a team no matter what.
But the past few months I feel like he has so much resentment towards me and feels like he genuinely hates me.
Fast forward to the past 2 weeks, our little one has been poorly, ended up in hospital kinda poorly but all worked out okay and she got discharged then last week I began to get unwell, turned out I have tonsillitis, never had it before, drains the life out of me.
This is the 1st time I've ever asked my husband to take time off work to help, prior to this I have done 99% of what is required for our daughter.
Yet my daughter will only cry if she sees me and can't get to me, which is what she is like usually and I try and explain this to him. The past 2 nights he has made me feel like I am such an inadequate parent, that our daughter shouldn't be like this because she isn't like it with him. I'm at such a loss, I've never been made to feel so small. Yet I know if I bring up how I'm feeling it will be flipped and I'll be the bad guy
I dont know what to do, i don't feel i have anyone else I feel stuck