I haven't been with my ex now for 18 months, we have a baby together and he left me when I was pregnant however is is back in DDs life and he's treated me badly in the past, however we still have strong feelings for each other he took me and DD out last week and asked if my mum could have her while he took me out, he hasn't taken me out since we was together so I thought this was him really trying, he took me out everything seemed perfect we was very much in love, he went home at the end of the night and we continued to talk and it was going well, on the first hurdle of a small argument he ended it all again and made me feel soo low about myself it was unreal, he makes me feel soo used, before this he was saying I was the only girl for him and he seemed very happy to he continuing stuff, he is now saying it was a mistake to his family, you can't make multiple mistakes and he said I was special to him and all sorts, what is going on with this lad as I am very vulnerable, let me are I lost my dad 4 weeks ago and he knows I'm not mentally stable at the minute.