Hello, I am so anxious. I’ve fallen down a hell hole of research and I’ve scared myself so much. I was really anxious during pregnancy and my baby was big (40 weeks: 9lb 5). I’m supporting a friend with her child who has leukaemia. I’ve ended up researching it and found out big babies are at. Higher risk for childhood cancer, and it has terrified me. I keep worrying he was big because I was anxious and that he will get cancer and it’s all my fault. Please help me rationalise. Sarah