Have just had a bereavement in the family.
Not getting much sleep with DS coughing with a chest infection and I lie awake worrying about him and I'm giving him his inhaler in the night. He's been off school for 3 days.
Xmas approaching and I've not done much prep and I'm hosting.
Just had a go at DH for something I could have said calmly in private later tonight and he obviously got defensive and hurt and we rowed.
He says it's ok but I feel so guilty. I nit-picked as I feel like things are out of control atm and that unsettles me. I've done this before recently and have just realised.
Feel awful now tbh! Feel like I get so anxious when DC are ill. DS2 had Covid for a month last year and coughed for 4 weeks so it's all coming back.