Please help me, i feel like I’m on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I have 4 young children and they’re making my life a misery. The first 3 years of motherhood were hard but also blissful. Now im honestly contemplating why I even had children. My youngest (age 4) screams and twines from the second she wakes until she exhausts herself around 9/9.30pm. I try and soothe her from the second I put her to bed at 6.30-7. Her brothers share a different room so whilst this is going on they’re either jumping about like maniacs or physically fighting. I have a partner but he does absolutely zero. I feel like waking out and never coming back or worse still ending it all. I’ve had 7 years of feeling like this and I can’t take it anymore. I have no respite and feel like I’m in a living hell.