My DS is 18mo and I love him unconditionally he is the most amazing little boy ever !!
Today he has been challenging. We're both unwell. DH has tested positive for covid so has locked himself away in spare room.
Me and DS had it less than 3 months ago, yet we're testing negative but have all the symptoms.
So I feel a little mehhh anyway which I have done plenty times before and still managed absolutely fine. But today.. DS has done nothing but cry/whinge pretty much all day. And I keep crying but I don't know why. I just feel so emotional. And today is the first time in his 18 months of existence I have asked myself in my head... what the fuck am I doing? I have said to him so many times today "I can't be doing with this, I can't be doing with you today"
And here I am. He's fast asleep. And I feel so guilty for thinking and saying that 😢😢😢😢 he is my little best friend, my side kick, my world. And yet today I feel awful I feel I've casted him off all day I've just been putting the tv on for him and leaving the room for a break but I feel like I've done that the majority of the day, just been really upset and irritated by him which I never normally am.
I feel awful. Has anyone else had this? Hope I wake up in a better frame of mind tomorrow