A month ago I moved with my 12 year old son. The reason I moved was because we were in a village and I dont drive or have any family support so needed to be more central. Also I made the wrong choice for secondary school for my son as there weren't many around and to me at the time it was the best option...it is a truly awful school. Anyway we found a new area on homeswapper and moved. It's a lovely home but I'm not too sure on the area now. Since moving we have not been even allocated a school so my son has been without education or social (face to face with kids) interaction. I am so so anxious and feel sick everyday thinking I have made a huge mistake. My son and me row all the time because I feel so irritable and stressed. I know its not his fault. I feel guilty that I've ruined his life and not dealing with the guilt...I feel like a horrible mother. My family don't bother with us and now he hasn't even got the stability of school and friends. When he does start I'm so worried about him being bullied.