ARGH IM so STRESSED. Why is it SO farking hard??

[tiredemma]

I really really feel stressed. I have so much work to do- it does not fit in well around running a home, working etc. Its so bloody tough.

Im starting to despise the young girls on my course who can just go home and crack on with assignments- while I have to sort my house, family, uniforms, dinner blah blah blah out before I can even sit and contemplate doing uni work.

Wish I had never started this fucking Degree.

I know how you feel

If I had the energy, I would cry.

yep, yr two.
Mental health branch. Oh it is so hard.

I know that you are feeling my pain SS.

If I had crisps I would use them to dull the pain, but I dont. My fucking cupboards are bare as I never have anytime to go shopping.

The boys still have a selection box left over so I will just raid that.

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Honestly em, before you know it, you will be done, over and finnished with.

My 2 friends are now in their 3rd years, one nursing and one midwifery and I cannot believe how quickly it has gone and neither can they.

Obviously that is no consolation to you now, but you know you have to keep at it as otherwise the mental health service would lose a fab menatl health nurse and just think of all the nutters that would effect

7 and 4. I dont want to do any work this weekend as it is my 30th birthday and I dont want to look back on my 30th and all I see is myself writing about handling Acute Mental Illness.

Do you know when something looks shit so you have to keep changing and re-writing? Thats the turmoil that I am facing..

Would help if I could ban myself from this bloody site.

everytime I shop online, I forget something.

My brain has turned to mush.

Im going to throw a few insults around in a bit and get banned.

awww.....it must be difficult...but you know that it will be all worth it when you have that degree in your hand

it is really hard isnt it, must confess much more work than i ever imagined, before enrolling. i'm still in my first year and struggle to get the work done and in on time.
am seriously worried about doing my 2nd and 3rd years as struggling time wise this year.
still when i crack up and go insane. i shall come here and call for tiredemma to come and sort out my very imbalanced mental health at the end

What a day to ask Kama. I have spent the morning in tears.

I sat up until 2am doing my assignment, I was so tired I was shaking. I get up this morning after about two hours sleep (I stupidly drank a can of red bull at midnight), only to find that I had lost my work.

This being after I have spent a week neglecting the kids, unable to help them make easter bonnets etc. Im close to the edge.

My lovely module leader (who counsels those with PTSD) saw the state that I was in this morning ( He actally said "come on- its not a catastrophy is it?) and told me to just get it in to him by next thurdsday- nobody needs to know type of thing.

So i will spend the next week rewriting the assignment- after planning to spend time with the family.

I really do not know whether to laugh or bloody cry.