Last year my ex got in touch and apologised for his behaviour when we were together when we were young. I was heart broken at the time. I knew he was complicated. I literally walked away and didn’t go back after an argument. I realised he wasn’t doing me any good just messing with my head.
His life seems to have involved crime and drugs. But he is trying to turn it around and has been in therapy.
I bumped into him recently in town.
I got his life story and I have gone through all sorts of emotions thinking about him. My guard was up and I listened more than anything. I am craving closure I think. I feel like maybe I need to properly chat to him when I’m more prepared and deal with this. To get the ending I never did??
My life has been complicated lately I have had issues with dh with jealousy and lack of respect. We are not in a good place.
I’m having counselling and feel like maybe I’m at some kind of cross roads in life and need to delve into everything to make the decisions to move forward. Any thoughts?