I've been doing it most of my adult life. I had my eldest at 25 and my youngest at 35 so I've had a kid of primary age and younger for 16 years now and I'm so tired of it in every aspect. I've attempted to build a career and sometimes wonder why I bothered because it always feels so hard. I feel like I should have just stuck with a part time admin job not a full time pressured job, although even balancing any job is hard. I'm just so weary of it all and there's years ahead of me yet.